下一站，幸福 [片头曲]
他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
Monday, February 8, 2010
Friday, December 25, 2009
First Christmas with Kam
This year Christmas is a bit different from the past as I wasn't in my own home but, in other's.
His family doesn't celebrate Christmas. Christmas to them is just like any other days, same as my family too. So, what have I done during Christmas?
On 24th, Kam and I were rushing to bus Terminal 2 for our bus, scheduled at 8:30 pm. However, because of the delay of KTM, we have failed to catch the bus even with taxi. So, there goes my 20 bucks for the taxi. In the end, thanks to the bus driver for 9:30 pm, which is another bus to Larkin, we got the ticket by paying extra 20 bucks per person. Felt so sorry for the bus driver because the ticket seller of the bus company didn't want to let us do that. Instead, she wants us to buy a new ticket, which is 50 bucks. (I don't know whether it's for 2 persons or per person.) I was so mad at that time that I wanted to curse the lady. (I know~ I was a bit evil.) However, we managed to arrive Larkin bus station safely. And, thanks to the bus driver. God will always bless you, uncle.
Arrived at Kam's house at 1 am sth. Felt so sorry for causing his parents to sleep late. Paisei~
25th => everything is just like any other days. The difference is the children that are around, a 2-year-old boy and a 1-year-old boy. Both are Kam's big brother's kids.
One special event happened in the night. Electricity was cut off, maybe for maintenance. At the same time, Kam and I were too hungry that we were forced to cook in dark. Actually, he's the one that did the cooking while I was waiting for my supper. Hehehehe!
His family doesn't celebrate Christmas. Christmas to them is just like any other days, same as my family too. So, what have I done during Christmas?
On 24th, Kam and I were rushing to bus Terminal 2 for our bus, scheduled at 8:30 pm. However, because of the delay of KTM, we have failed to catch the bus even with taxi. So, there goes my 20 bucks for the taxi. In the end, thanks to the bus driver for 9:30 pm, which is another bus to Larkin, we got the ticket by paying extra 20 bucks per person. Felt so sorry for the bus driver because the ticket seller of the bus company didn't want to let us do that. Instead, she wants us to buy a new ticket, which is 50 bucks. (I don't know whether it's for 2 persons or per person.) I was so mad at that time that I wanted to curse the lady. (I know~ I was a bit evil.) However, we managed to arrive Larkin bus station safely. And, thanks to the bus driver. God will always bless you, uncle.
Arrived at Kam's house at 1 am sth. Felt so sorry for causing his parents to sleep late. Paisei~
25th => everything is just like any other days. The difference is the children that are around, a 2-year-old boy and a 1-year-old boy. Both are Kam's big brother's kids.
One special event happened in the night. Electricity was cut off, maybe for maintenance. At the same time, Kam and I were too hungry that we were forced to cook in dark. Actually, he's the one that did the cooking while I was waiting for my supper. Hehehehe!
-Left one was his, right one was mine-
With a candle at the center, this was our romantic supper.
-Kam took a photo of me after he finished his supper.-
What a stalker.
Overall, it was a common but peaceful Christmas where there were no crowds screaming and shouting.
p/s: thx dear, for preparing supper and washing dishes. =)
p/s: thx dear, for preparing supper and washing dishes. =)
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Went to TS again
Every end of the year, there are discounts! YES! (year-end-sale)
-As you can see, photos taken on INTI's bed-
(sorry to the owner of the bed)
This year, same as last year, went to Times Square to shop.
Have to admit, it's kinda boring at the beginning cos I couldn't shop a thing!
Experience this for the first time - nothing caught my attention.
But, in the end, I manage to find two pairs of shoes! Hope that they can match with my dresses and CNY clothes.
Have to admit, it's kinda boring at the beginning cos I couldn't shop a thing!
Experience this for the first time - nothing caught my attention.But, in the end, I manage to find two pairs of shoes! Hope that they can match with my dresses and CNY clothes.
Shopaholic (a shop in TS) is a good store to buy shoes. Cheap (There are RM 15, 20, 40... shoes to choose from), pretty (at least I can find shoes that fit me), good service (other store's promoters seem to be rude sometimes, spoil my mood nia). Since one pair is 39.90 and if I buy two, they will be RM 60. So, ended up buying two then. One is high heels (Jeans), another is just normal flat cover shoes.
When I first entered the store, the high heels was the one that I noticed first becos it looks so tiny! I thought my feet wouldn't be able to fit in but I could, without any pain, just a bit tight, that's all, and Kam said it fits me quite well. So, considered quite some time as it's made of jeans which might be hard for me to match with my clothes o dresses. However, in the end, I bought it! yeah! Because of the promotion, I bought another pair which is a type of shoes that I don't have. (I have too little shoes d, that's why.)
-As you can see, photos taken on INTI's bed-
(sorry to the owner of the bed)
I plan to match my shoes with black stoking. Then, match together with either short pants or dresses. Hmmm... I'm scared I will look lala. :( Gah~ shall try in Kam's house and ask for his comments d.
I did buy a dress but I think I don't look nice in it even though it fits me. It costs me 25 bucks. Maybe I will upload the photo of it next time. Ohya, Kam and I watched bodyguards and assassins just now. It was just ok. In fact, it's a bit boring. Without any reason, I have the feeling that Avatar won't be nice too, just normal.
I did buy a dress but I think I don't look nice in it even though it fits me. It costs me 25 bucks. Maybe I will upload the photo of it next time. Ohya, Kam and I watched bodyguards and assassins just now. It was just ok. In fact, it's a bit boring. Without any reason, I have the feeling that Avatar won't be nice too, just normal.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
What a "Nice" Day to Start With
awaken by the alarm I set.
10 mins after that, calling from mom downstairs, asking me about the printing stuff that my aunt asked me to do last night.
OMG! This time I'm really screwed!
I forgot to print the document that she sent me!!!
For anyone, such as my bro and sista, who know my aunt, they know what would happen next if we didn't do the thing we have promised her.
Damn!
Quickly pulled myself out of the bed and switched on my laptop.
Heard my aunt's voice downstairs. Oh God!!! (even God can't help me right now.)
After she found out about it, she left, followed by my mom's and dad's calling.
"Ok~Ok~ I know!" *waiting for my laptop to be ready*
Went into hotmail website. Open my inbox. Click here and there.
Ok, finally downloaded the file and save it in my pendrive in semi-conscious state.
Went downstairs and printed the doc out. *hustling*
DONE!
If anyone thinks that this event has ended, you are 100% wrong!
The coming part was the worst.
Called my aunt, she answered with a nice tone.
And, just 1 second after she knew it was me, I was bloodily scolded on the phone.
"you are just like your brother! only know how to promise but never do it! how are u going to work in the future? If your boss ordered you to print the meeting documents which he's going to use the next morning and you forgot, what will happen? If the documents are urgently in need, what are you going to do? If you can't do it, you should have told me earlier! I can ask your dad to print it out for me! Is that hard to just print a piece of document?!"
Every word in total harshness.
Listened to every word she said, held the phone in my hand, standing, keeping quiet.
"I suddenly forgot."
One sentence attracted a whole scolding session again.
Finally...
"Printed?"
"Yes."
"Bring it to me."
"Ok. I'll bring it to you now."
Calmed myself down. After changing, tried to hold the tears in me.
"Pa, drive me to grandma's house."
Suddenly, tears burst out me. (skip the long story of calming down myself after that.)
Arrived there. Handed the paper to her.
And, again, being scolded again. This time wasn't that fierce like just now. *standing right beside her, looking at her, listening to whatever she said.*
"I won't forget next time."
"It's better for family members to scold you than outsiders."
I squeezed a smile out for her which I think it looks quite natural.
Then, I leaved with my dad. Walking out of the house, I held the tears inside my eyes. ( scolding myself in my heart, "why do I always have to cry! damn! I hate myself being weak!")
-End of Story-
So, I guess this is a good day, huh?
Digression:
Going out with my dad later in the afternoon to buy bus ticket and shop for rice.
Hmm...when will I get the chance to buy digi campus?
If I told my dad, would he allow me to buy?
If he asked the reason of buying it, how should I tell him?
Gah~
10 mins after that, calling from mom downstairs, asking me about the printing stuff that my aunt asked me to do last night.
OMG! This time I'm really screwed!
I forgot to print the document that she sent me!!!
For anyone, such as my bro and sista, who know my aunt, they know what would happen next if we didn't do the thing we have promised her.
Damn!
Quickly pulled myself out of the bed and switched on my laptop.
Heard my aunt's voice downstairs. Oh God!!! (even God can't help me right now.)
After she found out about it, she left, followed by my mom's and dad's calling.
"Ok~Ok~ I know!" *waiting for my laptop to be ready*
Went into hotmail website. Open my inbox. Click here and there.
Ok, finally downloaded the file and save it in my pendrive in semi-conscious state.
Went downstairs and printed the doc out. *hustling*
DONE!
If anyone thinks that this event has ended, you are 100% wrong!
The coming part was the worst.
Called my aunt, she answered with a nice tone.
And, just 1 second after she knew it was me, I was bloodily scolded on the phone.
"you are just like your brother! only know how to promise but never do it! how are u going to work in the future? If your boss ordered you to print the meeting documents which he's going to use the next morning and you forgot, what will happen? If the documents are urgently in need, what are you going to do? If you can't do it, you should have told me earlier! I can ask your dad to print it out for me! Is that hard to just print a piece of document?!"
Every word in total harshness.
Listened to every word she said, held the phone in my hand, standing, keeping quiet.
"I suddenly forgot."
One sentence attracted a whole scolding session again.
Finally...
"Printed?"
"Yes."
"Bring it to me."
"Ok. I'll bring it to you now."
Calmed myself down. After changing, tried to hold the tears in me.
"Pa, drive me to grandma's house."
Suddenly, tears burst out me. (skip the long story of calming down myself after that.)
Arrived there. Handed the paper to her.
And, again, being scolded again. This time wasn't that fierce like just now. *standing right beside her, looking at her, listening to whatever she said.*
"I won't forget next time."
"It's better for family members to scold you than outsiders."
I squeezed a smile out for her which I think it looks quite natural.
Then, I leaved with my dad. Walking out of the house, I held the tears inside my eyes. ( scolding myself in my heart, "why do I always have to cry! damn! I hate myself being weak!")
-End of Story-
So, I guess this is a good day, huh?
Digression:
Going out with my dad later in the afternoon to buy bus ticket and shop for rice.
Hmm...when will I get the chance to buy digi campus?
If I told my dad, would he allow me to buy?
If he asked the reason of buying it, how should I tell him?
Gah~
Monday, November 23, 2009
What Is Today's Lunch?
Again, mom didn't cook today. This is what happen when she has morning shift. My dad usually da-bao food outside. Sometimes I also "tumpang". Today is a bit different since I'm going to cook my own meal.
What is the menu for noon?
Spaghetti!!!
Sliced mushrooms and some small prawns are added into my spaghetti. (Can't just have the noodles only, right?)
Sauce? Don't expect me to prepare the sauce. Hahaha! I'm a lousy chef. (Bought from hypermarket la!) XD
Cook the noodles... bla bla bla bla bla......
Sauce? Don't expect me to prepare the sauce. Hahaha! I'm a lousy chef. (Bought from hypermarket la!) XD
Cook the noodles... bla bla bla bla bla......
And, in the end?
Ta-da!
[ MY LUNCH ]
After having the main course, since I was in the good mood, took two red apples and cut them into pieces. This process is much easier than preparing spaghetti.
After working on these two recent posts, I realize that I really need a camera!!! Or a handphone which can snap picture would be very helpful, as I don't wanna use my laptop integrated webcam to take picture anymore! It's suffering...
Sunday, November 22, 2009
CNY Clothes!!!
What I would do end of every year - buying new clothes for CNY!!!
Best part of my holiday.
This year, I've bought most of them in a very short period.
4 shirts and a cap in 2 hours.
A short pants and a dress the next morning.
A dress that has been bought before Ah Ching left.
( shopped with her in Times Square )
Ok, enough for the intro. Here are my CNY clothes.
[The Short Pants - RM 36]
Best part of my holiday.
This year, I've bought most of them in a very short period.
4 shirts and a cap in 2 hours.
A short pants and a dress the next morning.
A dress that has been bought before Ah Ching left.
( shopped with her in Times Square )
Ok, enough for the intro. Here are my CNY clothes.
[The Short Pants - RM 36]
(front)
(back)
[White Long Sleeve Shirt]
Kinda plain. Lack of accessories.
Kinda plain. Lack of accessories.
[Free Size Blue Long Sleeve Shirt]
That's why it's a bit loose for me, yet comfortable.
Looks relaxing, right?
[Green Stripe Shirt with a Cap Behind]
This shirt is quite long for me, and it's size M!
Again, it's a bit loose.
[Jean Dress Bought in Times Square with Ching - RM 50]
It can be worn in 3 ways. It has 4 stripes.
First: tie the two front stripes at the back.
(front)
(back)
Second: hide all stripes inside the dress.
But, I prefer to add a ribbon.
Third: tie all 4 strips at the side.
[Dress Bought in Morning Market]
Erm...Don't know what to say.
Here is a cap by Blue Toms and the last shirt, by Googles.
-Combining the two-
Yeng or not?
Whew~ Taken some time for me to take all these photos and upload them here.
This post is really a lot of work. Hahaha!
But, I'm satisfied with it. =)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thank you and sorry
I thought I have changed but now I know I never did.
Always be the one that hurts people.
So, stay away and don't ever be close to me.
I just want to be with me.
I just want to be alone.
Relying only to myself.
Being just a person that no one knows.
Sorry is the only thing I can say to them.
Apologize is the only thing I can do.
Staying away is what I should do.
Not to bother people.
Not to be with anyone.
Just, with myself.
I appreciate what you have told me.
I really do.
I appreciate what you have done for me.
I really do.
Thanks to all of you who have helped me.
I really do.
Thank you and sorry.
Always be the one that hurts people.
So, stay away and don't ever be close to me.
I just want to be with me.
I just want to be alone.
Relying only to myself.
Being just a person that no one knows.
Sorry is the only thing I can say to them.
Apologize is the only thing I can do.
Staying away is what I should do.
Not to bother people.
Not to be with anyone.
Just, with myself.
I appreciate what you have told me.
I really do.
I appreciate what you have done for me.
I really do.
Thanks to all of you who have helped me.
I really do.
Thank you and sorry.
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