Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Spotted Handphone!

SE G900!!! I spotted this phone! Touch-screen, 2.4 inch screen, secondary video cam, 3G, WIFI, navigator, 99g, 160MB, 5 mega pixels (16x)....
AP: RM 900++
Ori: Around RM 1300
Color Available: Dark brown / dark red


For me, I prefer red color as my current phone K810i is also dark red. I don't know whether I'll buy it or not but I think this phone is quite nice. The design is also pretty. The price....er....RM 1300 is too much for me. What you guys think of this phone? I have read other people's comments about this phone. Some of them claimed that this phone has lag problem. Some said "so far so good". Some suggested that the lag problem can be solved by updating the software of the phone at SE service center. All the information that I wrote here can be gathered from the internet.

1 Morning In This Holiday

I bought a shirt today at the morning market. The color is quite special and it's cheap. If Yoke Ching see this, she sure thinks that this shirt is only RM 1 (like she always does.) While taking the photo of this shirt, I also took the photo of other shirts and things. You would see them later.

Purple color handbag that my mom bought at Thailand long time ago but no one is using it. So, maybe I'll take back to INTI. See first.

This is another handbag which is very convenient for me to match with any clothes as it's made from jeans. Stole it from my mom. (Not really, because I've asked her permission.)


Collection of soft toys that people gave to my sis and I. Almost all the soft toys are mine but the cow in the front is my sis 2009 present from my brother. The cute little puppy is my present from the person I love so much but......
The pooh and the pig was my b'day present when I was 15 years old (Form 3) from my k papa and my good friend (03). Haha.
The huge strawberry was my last year b'day present from my bf that he bought at Cameron Highland. (Received in last year Nov)
The one beside the cow, white color dog (I guess) was also my b'day present that my brother gave to me.


This shirt is this year b'day present 4 the one that gave me the cute little puppy when I was in Form 4. Hope you will always be happy and healthy. I know the time has come. I realize it. I won't be that stupid anymore. (Maybe I just can't do it) Haha...


I found this shirt at my mom's closet. Stole it. Hehehe! It's very nice and suitable for me to wear to class. Nice o not?


This is the one that I bought this morning. How much? Only RM 10. The clothes that are sold in my hometown are really cheap. Haha! Going to bring back to INTI. Yeah! New clothes. XD

Actually I bought some private things also. So, can't post them here. Haha...shy la...



Monday, April 6, 2009

Rainy Day

Finally, I'm back in my sweet little room (if there is no rmt), eating my meal and blogging at the same time. I thought today would be a lousy and miserable day for me but, I have found one thing to make my day better.

Just now, I got back my economic test result. There are good news and bad news. The bad news is, I don't get full mark in that test and my group lost 3 marks in economic presentation. However, at least my marks in that test is not so low and I think the presentation is not bad also. =)

When I was on my way back to hostel, I feel motivated. I realize that what I get is what I've worked hard for it. So, if I did not do well in anything, especially tests or examination, I'm the one should be blamed. I may have worked very hard for the test but if it turns out to be bad, I can't blame others also as it might be the wrong technique that I used to study for the test. There's a lot of reasons for a particular incident to happen. I realize and understand that blaming others and finding excuse are the worst things to do.

The sky is raining heavily now. Sometimes, I like rain. You know why? Because I listen to nothing but the sound of rain. It's kind of peaceful although some people may find raining to be noisy. Someone has influenced me about my perception towards rain. When I was little, I disliked rainy days because I was scared of coldness and I didn't like the frightening thunder and lightning. However, DL likes rainy days. He told me about the things he wants to do during rainy days. I do not know whether he has achieved his dreams or not but I really hope that he will achieve them someday and I have the chance to experience them with him. Because of him, my feelings toward rain has changed. I remember last time Yoke Ching and I ran under the rain and felt the touch of rain on our skins. I don't know whether she enjoyed it but I really love that feeling. I wish that someday I will have the chance to experience the rain with him.

Ring!!! Time's up! No more blogging. Time to listen to the sound of rain. :D

Sunday, April 5, 2009

My Last Test in This Long Semester.

Today, I slept at five something and woke up at 7:30 a.m. I can feel the weight in my head but I forced myself to wake up because today has chemistry test. 5 chapters in one night, horrible experience, right? Who asked me to be so addicted to blogging now? This is the opportunity cost that I need to pay. Luckily, I got friends to help me in test. Thanks to you guys. And my lecturer is such a nice teacher. XD

Anyway, the test has finally been over. I don't know how I did in the test. But for sure, I hope for the best since the test is 20 marks! Later at 12 p.m., I have economic class. So, I just drop by at the library to blog for awhile. Will my lecturer give back the economic test paper today? I'm wondering. I'm aiming for high score in that test. Even though it is just 10 marks, I hope to get full marks in it.

Final exam is coming very soon. I've not even started to revise any subjects. I think I should start studying now. ( But I think I won't carry out what I plan. ) This is me. Who knows me will know that I've not changed any. What a miserable me.

My friend, Yoke Ching asked me to study now. She doesn't want me to waste my time too much in blogging. I know whatever she did is for my own good. So, I think it's time for me to stop writing. See ya!

p/s: Thanks Yoke Ching. Don't be sad. I'll be by your side when you need me. Please share your problems or your feelings with me. I'll try my best to be the best listener that I can be. Don't give up. You are always the best to me.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

DL

I feel glad that DL is safe and healthy now. At least he is still willing to answer my questions. His health condition has not become worse as the doctor does not increase the amount of his medication. Besides that, I can sense that he is happy now. These two play the most important roles for him. I'm glad that he's happy and healthy now.

He told me that he's chasing a girl right now and he used a lot of money on that. I hope that the girl that he's chasing will take care of him well, love him and will only bring happiness to him.

DL has grown up. He is not the little boy that I thought he was before. He asked me not to treat him as little boy for two times already. Yesterday was the second time. I think asking some stupid questions has become my bad habit. Maybe I care too much about him so I keep on asking him questions that make him think that I treat him like a child. But anyway, I will try not to ask so many questions. As long as I know that he is happy and healthy now, I will be happy as well. I just want to know how's his life now, whether he is happy or sad. This is all I'm asking for. I hope that I can be the one who can help him when he has problems.

p/s: thanks for giving me the chance to know about your life, DL
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RM 1

Today after I went to dining hall to buy my lunch, on my way back to my hostel block, I dropped RM 1. A kind chinese guy saw it and returned the money to me. Suddenly, I feel blessed even though it's just 1 ringgit.

And I recognize the guy who returns me the money although I just saw him once on the road in INTI campus. He is a chinese guy, I think, as he speak mandarin with his friends. Maybe my memory power is better than I thought. Haha!

Recently, I found a drink which is quite cheap and nice. There are 3 flavors. One is green tea+apple flavor, another is green tea+forest fruits flavor but I didn't try the last flavor yet but I know its packaging is yellow in color.
The one at left is forest fruits flavor, right one is apple flavor.


At last, I've tasted all three flavors! Haha! This is green tea+lemon flavor.

-THE END-

After reading my last post.

It's been a while that I did not visit my blog or add anything new. Today, when I reopened this blog, I saw my last post, which is about my bf. Through this post, I can feel that I love this guy very much at the time when I was writing that post. Now only I realize that in the past, I really love him very much. But now, maybe because the time has passed by, I'm suspecting that he is just my habit. Maybe being with him is just a habit or is about love. I do not have a confident answer for myself now. But anyway, I will still be with him even if being with him is just a habit.

I don't want to have any new changes in my life now, especially in love relationship. I just want to study peacefully and have friends to be with me. Maybe I just want to concentrate on what I should do now but not love. This does not mean that I do not love him anymore. Maybe I just don't have the mood to date. But sometimes, like last night, I miss him very much which I do not know why. But I did not call him because my phone has no money. Actually I can ask my friend to sms him because I know, he will call me back but I did not do so as I want him to concentrate on his studies and when he really misses me, he will call me. I don't want to make him think that I just treat him as a tool that is used to accompany me when I need him.

Then, last night, when I was watching drama, he called. I rushed out of my room with my phone to answer his call (because Yoke Ching was in my room watching drama with me). I told him everything that I feel and I was very happy and excited that time. This tells me that I really do love him but still I am doubtful about my feelings.

I think I will continue to write my blog (if I have the determination or consistency). Haha! But I do not know whether I should publicize my blog or not because this post and the previous one are about my real feelings towards him. In another words, I feel a bit shy. Haha! But nevermind, after thinking about this, I've decided to make my blog public again because I think not many people or even no people will be visiting my blog. Haha!

Run Devil Run + Love Light